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Suicide of Sewmini Apeksha - A Letter found

 l|dk Ydka; ußhd úÿyf,a
YsIHdj Èú kid.ekSug fmr ,shd ;enQ ,shqula wyqfjhs

lodk ymqf.dv Ydka; ußhd úÿyf,a isiqúhl jQ fiõñ‚ wfmala‍Id Èh‚h ÿïßhg mek ishÈú kid .ekSug fmr weh úiska ,shk ,o ,smshla‌  ymqf.dv Ydka; finia‌;shka uqks÷kaf.a m%;sudj wi, ;sfnk m~qre fmÜ‌áhlg oud ;sìh§ fidhdf.k we;ehs mejfia'

tu ,smsh fï jk úg wehf.a udud flfkl=  w;g m;aj we;ehso Tyq úiska tu ,smsh jeäÿr mÍla‍IK i|yd <ud wdrla‍Il wêldßhg Ndr§ug kshñ;j we;ehso oek.kakg we;'weh ñhhkakg fmr l%sia‌;=ia‌ jykafiag wdhdpkd lrñka ;uka uqyqK § we;s fÄojdplfhka uqod .kakd f,ig weh tu ,smsfhys i|yka lr we;s njo i|ykah'

weh ishÈú kid .ekSu .ek idOdrK mÍla‍IKhla‌ mj;ajkakehs wehf.a {;Syq <ud wdrla‍Il wêldßfhka b,a,Sula‌ lsÍugo kshñ;h'

;ud mdif,a§ ú¢k kskaod wmydi ke;slr fok f,i .=rejßhka fofokl=f.a hy¿lu fkdis;+ whqßka ke;sù heu .ek weh lkia‌i,af,ka miq jQ njo tu ,smsfha i|ykaj we;ehs mejfia'

j,a‍fmd, ÿïßh ia:dkh wi,§ ÿïßhg mek ishÈú kid.;a mdi,a YsIHdjf.a urKhg j.lsjhq;af;a isiqúh wOHdmkh ,enQ mdi‍f,a úÿy,am;sjrhd we;=¿ .=re uKav,fha .=rejßhka fofokl= nj mjiñka foudmshka fooyilg wdikak msßila úÿy,a mßY%hg meñK  miq.shod úfrdaO;d jHdmdrhlg tlaù isáhy'

mdi‍f,a .=rejßhka fofokl=f.a hï l%shdjla lsishï mqoa.,hl= PdhdrEm .;lr th mdi‍f,a isiqka fj; ,nd§ we;s nj;a" th mdi‍f,a m%pdrh lr we;af;a ñh.sh YsIHdj njg fndre fpdaokd k.ñka wehj mSvdjg m;a lsÍu ksid tu YsIHdj ishÈú ydkslr .ekSug ÿïßhg mek ;snQ nj;a" Woaf>daIKhg tlaù isá msßi m%ldY l<y'

 fiõñKs wfmalaId ,shd ;enQ igyk my; mßÈh'

zwfka foõ mshdfKks" Tn jykafiagj;a fmakakeoao ux .fï biafldaf,a§ ú¢k kskaod wmydi' wfka fÊiqks" ug fï ,nkakd jQ udifha isgu fyd|g yefokakg jrï fokak foúhks' uu lrk yeu jevlau fyd|o krlo lsh,d ug lsh,d fokak foúhks' ta jf.au 2013 j¾Ifha§ uu fï fõokd wdj yeu m%Yakhlau widOdrKlulau wu;l lr,d ñka u;=jg ieugu m%sh fyd| orefjla ùug ug jrï fokak' uu mdif,a§

yeisfrk úÈyg ug iq.s;d àp¾ olsk olsk yeu ;ekl§u nKskjd'
ta ksid h<s;a ug ta úÈyg yeisß,d mdif,a§ lsisu fya;=jla ksidj;a wehf.kaj;a .=re uKav,fha .=rejrhl=f.kaj;a neKqï weiSug;a h<s ñka u;=jg lsisu Èkhl bv fokakg tmd lsh,d uu b;du;a ne.Em;a f,i Tn fom;=< <`. je| jeà b,a,ñ foúhks' ta jf.au fkdis;+ úÈylg werUqKq uf.hs" iq.S;d àp¾f.hs ldúx.d àp¾f.hs iqkaor hd¿lu fkdis;+ ú,iska fkdis;+ Èkhl wjika ù .sh nj Tnykafia okakjd fkao@ wfka foúhks ta jf.au uu okakjd ta fokakd ud;a tlal ;ry jqKq ksid ug ÿkak ÿl fõokdj Tn jykafia okak nj' wfka foú rcdKks" b;ska ;jÿrg;a ug ta ÿl ú£ug ;rï yhshla kE'

ta ksid fyáka werfUk udih ;=<§ ug thd,d fokakj fldfydu yß lr,d fkdis;+ úÈylg wdfh;a hd¿ lr,d fokak lsh,;a uu b;du;a wdorfhka lreKdfjka Tnjykafiaf.ka b,a,d isáñ' wfka foúhks" ta jf.au uf.a mdi, ;=< uf.a hy¿ fhfy<shka iu. ug úfkdaoùug ixjrj lSlrej .Ekq <uhl=g .e<fmk wdldrfhka úfkdaoùug ug lsh,d fokak' wfka foaj ;d;af;a uf.a mdif,a .=re uõjreka mshjreka w;f¾ uf.a kduh b;d fkdfydìkd f,iska me;sr ;sfnk ksid ta whg ud .ek ysf;k hï hï jerÈ is;=ú,sj, yß je/oao ta whg myod §,d uu fldhs jf.a flfklao lsh,d ta whg;a wka iEu fokdg;a myod fok fuka wjxlj b,a,d isáñ'
wÈka miqj b;d lSlre" ixjr fyd| <ufhla f,i yeisÍug ug jrï ÿk uekú' uf.a ysf;a fï jk úg weú<S ;sfnk iEu .skaorlau" ÿllau" m%Yakhlau Tng Ndr lrñ' ta yeu fohlau úi|,d yeu ys;lau ksj,d yeu ÿllau ke;s lr fok f,i Tnjykafiaf.a ohdnr msú;=re msßisÿ uõjk ußh;=ñhf.kq;a finia;shka uqks÷kaf.kq;a wkaf;daks uqks÷kaf.kq;a Ydka;dkï uEKshkaf.kq;a wdYap¾h hqla; ußhd;=ñhf.kq;a Tnjykafiaf.kq;a b;d ne.Em;a f,i b,a,d isáñ' wdfïka'
ug wÈka miafia fyd|g yefokakg jrï fokak' ta jf.au ug àp¾,d fokakd tlal wdfhu;a hd¿ fjkakg jrï fok f,i b,a,d isáñ' - wdfuka fÊiq'Z